nnngh

Because rant drawings makes me feel better and I have a person I am not done talking to. Also my friend is feeling sick so we'll just be miserable together.

Nevermind

That's fine.
I will stop caring.
Since me trying to cheer you up will obviously lead to other people making up their own opinion about why I did it and that is a great concern of yours....I'll just leave you alone.
It's fine with me.
I will stop trying to be your friend.

Should have known you are just like all the other people out there.
You just don't understand an socially awkward introvert.
I do not get closer to people than friendships.
If I get close to anyone at all.

So never mind.
I will leave you alone.
So the other people that are like you
don't make up more of their stupid opinions
about what people like me are.

I don't know what is wrong.
I just can't seem to do anything.
It's like there is this blockage somewhere.
I can make lists of what work I need to do, I have no problem knowing what should be done.

Sometimes I suspect the main problem is the room.
It's a single glazed window which makes the wind blow straight through my room, it's practically the same temperature as outside at times, it so cold I have to sit around with my scarf and gloves on, sometimes I even make my headphones double as earmuffs. My body can cope with chilly, but here all I do is dread getting out of bed because it's really cold.
I only get stuff done sitting in bed under my blanket, but that is also when I get the least done because I'm too comfortable.
=___=

also my slipper died.

@__@ white pages

Why is so much of the internet having a white background?

My eyes hurt so much from looking at white pages all day.

I wanted to write my essay using a book.

All the useful ones are taken out.

I have to resort to white internet pages that burn my eyes out with their brilliant brightness, even when I turn my settings down.

Why internet.

WHY.

YOU ARE HURTING ME