Pet peeve

Oh that's right.
I forgot.

My pet peeve where everyone treats me like I never notice anything around me because I appear to be a quiet person that has no relations with other people.

Well, sorry to disappoint you.

It's just because I don't spend all my time talking, but listening and watching the people around me I notice the subtle differences in them. I know when you are changing your pattern and I do not appreciate when after weeks of feeling I did something wrong being the only person you alter your pattern with to simply give me a scruffy little "oh by the way...this wasn't your fault. I just thought you were to dumb to notice the difference because I think of you as a child."

The cold sea

If someone can't make the effort I simply let them go. I don't care if it pisses them off when I stop talking to them. There is a limit to patience and chances. They had their chance. Too many. I don't have time for someone to slow me down like that. I can get more done on my own. There are others that are more reliable. My fired up anger have passed. It's replaced with the silent cold water, and like that water I will be moving on.